Please be aware that I will be locking my diary. Anyone interested in the password please leave me a note. Thanks.

Things have generally been stressful lately. Jose and I are looking for a new place, I really want to look into buying a house. It just makes so much more sense to buy then it does to rent. I would be willing to even rent with the option to buy. But the economy around here sucks and there are about to be major tax increases on property owners and all these people are selling their houses and stuff. Don't get me wrong, the tax sucks, but this area is going to decline rapidly because it already was a low middle class area. Can you imagine now?

Anyway, we've been getting along pretty good, for the most part, but its still hard for us because of the crap that we have been having to deal with: money problems that just won't go away. We are in debt so bad it's really not even funny.

I've been working two jobs. It sucks, because i'm always tired and JoAnn's likes to screw me over. Perfect example: I worked 2 hours this week. I shit you not, 2 fucking hours. What the hell kind of shit is that?

I need a break from life before life takes a break on me.

yesterday - tomorrow