It's hard for me to put what is on my mind into words, because the combination of thoughts running through my head are slowly eating me apart. It is safe to say that life has generally been a large disappointment.

My home life has taken a trip to the gutter and it looks like it won't be returning from there. My parents have been fighting constantly and on Monday, it finally reached the climax in which my mother took off her wedding rings and said that she did not want to be married to my father anymore. Many times have my parents fought these awful fights that bring me to tears and many times have they threatened divorce, but never did it seem so real.

It's incredible to think that my little family is falling apart, and more so then ever, I am the one left to pick up the pieces. My mom is mad at me because I cannot make my dad understand, and because of this, she has stopped speaking to me. My dad is mad at me because I cannot make my mother realize she is being unreasonable and stubborn and because of this, he tried to kick me out of the house on Tuesday. My sisters are mad at me because I cannot make my parents stop fighting long enough for them to get some sleep and because of this, they are also not talking to me.

I don't know how much more of this stress in my life I can take. And that is only the stress that is going on at my home.

I would write more, but I'm very emotionally exhausted right now.

Pray for my family.

yesterday - tomorrow