It hurts that the one person I loved so deeply, so truely could hurt me like you did, like you do every day. They tell me to be strong, that I'm beautiful, smart, better than him. Why does it still hurt then?

Anyone else in this world. Anyone.. so why her? Of all people, just tell me, why her?

Life is truly a bitch. The tears don't stop flowing. Don't tell me to hold them back, they seemed to have taken over my body.

It hurts my soul more each day... fists, words... it all has blurred into the same pain.

yesterday - tomorrow