wasting my time

The current mood of meggers271@juno.com at www.imood.com

i cried on
January 12, 2003 at 12:31 p.m....

I stole this from Brandi who stole this from Molly!

HAVE YOU EVER

Ever been so drunk you blacked out:

I have been drunk once in my life and it was not a pleasent experience, but I did not black out. Rather than blacking out, I danced on the counter at my friend's house in front of her cute neighbors that I had just met, I promptly ran upstairs, puked my guts up, fell down the stairs, and had a hangover so badly the next day that I didn't even appreciate the Joffrey Ballet performance of Nutcracker.

Missed school because it was raining:

No, unfortunately. I know that I especially don't like being in school when it's raining because I'd much rather be in my pajamas, sitting by the window, watching the raindrops fall. The rain makes me so sleepy that it's impossible to get anything done in school.

Put a body part on fire for amusement:

No, can't say that I have, sorry.

Been hurt emotionally:

The most emotionally trying time definitely was through all the times when Jose and I fight. It gets to be very emotionally draining.

Kept a secret from everyone:

I often try to keep things inside me. Most of the time, the secrets I keep from everyone are things like what is bothering me, etc. For some reason, I feel like by telling someone I'm upset at them, or they hurt my feelings, or that I'm just sad, I feel like they have a bit more power over me.

Had an imaginary friend:

I was an only child until I was almost 6, so I'm sure that I had many imaginary friends during that time. It was hard for me because I didn't have the normal childhood, so I invented friends to make me feel like I was normal.

Cried during a Movie:

Thursday, I cried when I watch Crazy/Beautiful. I've seen that movie before but it gets to my heart everytime.

Had a crush on a teacher:

I can honestly say, I've never had a crush on a teacher, but there is a middle school teacher at the school who is new, very young, and looks very good..

Ever thought an animated character was hot:

Never.. I guess animation is just not my thing.

Had a New Kids on the Block tape:

I think I still have mine! Along with my New Kids on the Block barbie dolls, my NKotB posters, my NKotB nightgown, etc!

Cut your hair:

I haven't had a hair cut in quite some time. I need one pretty badly, I've got some massive split ends!

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU

Peed your pants:

oh geez, like 3 years ago, my friends and I were staying the night somewhere, and we were having drinking conestest (I know, not too bright). Someone told a joke while we were doing this and we were laughing so hard I almost peed my pants. But I didn't. So the last time was probably when I was little. Honestly, I can't remember.

Kissed someone:

Yesterday, when Jose was leaving, I kissed him goodbye.

Hugged someone:

Yesterday, I hugged my mom, my dad, and Jose.

Cried over someone:

Yesterday

FAVORITES

Shampoo:

Herbal Essences

Soap:

Cucumber Melon mosturizing body wash

Color:

pink

Day or Night:

night

Summer or winter:

summer

Lace or satin:

lace, it's so sexy

Cartoon Characters:

the simpsons

Fave food:

anything spicy

Fave Ice cream:

chocolate chip cookie dough and rainbow sherbert

Fave Subject:

english and dance

normal Drink:

ice tea

Fave Persons to talk to online:

my doll, Kevin and Steph

RIGHT NOW

clothes you're wearing now:

black fleece pants, hot pink tank top, and black sports bra

Feeling:

confused, alone, sleepy

Eating:

nothing

Drinking:

ice water

Thinking of:

I need to eventually do my homework

Listening to:

The CD Kevin sent me

IN THE LAST 24 HRS

Cried:

Yes

Worn a skirt:

Oh geez, I wore my cheerleading skirt on Friday! Other than that, it's been a while.

Drove a car:

Last week

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

Yourself:

sometimes

Santa Claus:

nope

Tooth Fairy:

nope

Destiny/fate:

Yes, everything happens for a reason.

Angels:

yes

Ghosts:

yes

Cody Webster:

I'm not sure who this is, sorry

FRIENDS AND LIFE

Like anyone:

I love Jose. I love him. I have the biggest crush on him even if he doesn't know it.

Who's the loudest:

Probably me or Beth

Who's the shyest:

Katie

Who's the weirdest:

Beth! But in a good way

Who do you go to for advice:

Katie, Kelly

Who do you cry to:

Kelly

When did you cry the most:

with all the problems with Jose

What's the best feeling in the world:

being in love with someone and knowing that they love you back

Worst feeling:

loving someone and knowing they don't love you

yesterday - tomorrow

Clix, please?